Depression

I has it. My life has become so very small. I never thought I would be this age and be alone and childless. I have few friends and no love life. Not sure where I can go from here.

Loneliness is a terrible thing. It destroys you bit by bit. I would love to be out at dinner or even just hanging out with friends, but as I said before... that's not possible. I don't think I even know how to make my own friends anymore; I tend to grab onto people that are already friends with the small group that I have. But they will never be my direct friends, so there's no closeness.

I'm alone; always alone. It's horrible.